Rain... Enough

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It really needs to stop raining... like by tomorrow. I have to work the entire weekend and I want just like ONE day where it is not raining!!!!!!!! I CANNOT deal with this weather. All it makes me do is what to sleep and it is May! Not December or February.. and this is UNexceptable!

I am still not sure why I continue to live in New York when I can live somewhere else where it is sunny all the time... lol

I hope everyone is enjoying their weather this week because it is crap here in New York...

Oh What a Night(s)

my fortune cookie hahah no JOKE.. got this at the chinese restaurant!

Holy hangover!

I had my party on Friday and it was really fun. I must say that I had a good time and I hope that everyone else did as well. It was an interesting bunch I had going on there, but all in all, good crowd. Especially the beer pong crowd... whom I liked to talk a lot of smack to once wasted lol

A whole bunch of stuff happened that night that I cannot get into on here unfortunately because too many people read my blog :/ , but I don't know, I was wasted and I had a great time, and was happy, so that is what I am happy about. Because I haven't had a great time in a long time and I think it was well deserved on my part. Plus I throw some good parties anyway, and I haven't in a long time, so that was nice!

Then I spent the next two days being hungover. I watched the Notebook again, dreamed about how I need to have that! Why can't we have that? Is it possible?? Does that really exist? I have faith that it does. I believe it. I mean maybe not exactly like that or anything because that was dramatic and a movie but I think people are able to love each other that much and be happy... I really do. Maybe that makes me a sucker... probably. T always told me that hope was for suckers.

Went to the Yankee Game last night, it was a rain delay for I think only an hour but we met some people that my friend knew and it was fun times! Running back and forth across Yankee Stadium to find places to smoke and finally back to our seats and it wasn't raining anymore and the game was starting! Very cute boys indeed that we met! Rain delays always cause you to spend more money and drink more beer.... lol fun times!

hahah it rained

How were your weekends :)

PS..... I have a giveaway coming up tomorrow for my 200th post!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Don't forget to come back and sign up for a chance to win!

i LOVE Mondays.

I hate Mondays.

They are absolutely the worst day ever.

I need a new job RIGHT NOW... YESTERDAY for that matter. I hate this place with a passion. Everything about it here makes me want to scream. And everyone. And the fact that the two people who keep me sane will be off ALL week, really makes me want to cry!!

And now it's raining, yet AGAIN FOR THE MILLIONTH TIME THIS MONTH! I haven't even been here this entire month and it hasn't been sunny more than 3 or 4 times! Damnit weather, DAMNIT.

And my personal life is all up in a freakin mess. I have NO idea what to do about it anymore. I am a wreck. I can't get too much into detail yet... but if i ever OPEN my mouth and talk to someone, then I can let it all out. But until then, I have to wallow in my own misery until I can make a DECISION. How do you make changes in your life if you are afraid? UGH... What if I make would be making a huge mistake?!

On a brighter note,

I won another award! So very cool!!
Thank you SO much to My Way for my awesome award! Very cool, I love it!! Thanks SO MUCH!

"The award is "My Way" award, it's the award for free spirit, free people that are not scared to be themselves, creative bloggers and artist, nature lovers..people that loves ti live MY WAY"

My BFF made her own social network and I thought it was important enough to mention and that you should take a look at and show her some love :)

Visit living vicariously...



Will it ever stop raining...?

and more rain...


And one more..

I am supposed to be getting my new blog design by Monday! I am REALLY excited about that, I can't wait! I hope I love it and its awesome and that it's very simple because I am not so great at this layout thing yet!



I want pancakes. ........Now i am just bitching... haha

Okay... now here comes the sun for like 10 minutes...... enjoy your day!