
what a crummy rainy day... so depressing.
even more depressing that i have to go and start my midterm that is due TONIGHT after work. ugh.
all i want to do is blog and i have no time because i am supposed to be working because my boss told us all we sucked yesterday and we're going to get fired.
yuck.
i keep thinking about T and it is really depressing me. I don't know if its the rain or if its the fact that i'm moving on Saturday or what the hell it is.
I really miss him and it is pissing me off because I am actually happy right now regardless of how much i miss him. i am beginning to wonder if i am missing the IDEA of him and what we used to have in the beginning since i am probably blocking out all the bad stuff that has happened? i dont know.
all i know is it needs to stop raining.
i have a lot of feelings about moving that i am going to write about. there are a lot of things i need to write about as well... california, t and i broken heart file, my ex friend story..ahh
i have no time!!!!!!!!!!!!
what do you think about when it rains?
am I the only one that gets depressed and thinks about the good old times... when they may or may not have really been good at all?
