I've never been to either so I am very excited!
Nothing changed with M this weekend, after everything that I did for his birthday, between the surprise party I had planned and went through with to the Knicks game that I got him tickets to for his birthday. He STILL doesn't know what he wants ... if he wants to be single or not. Or wants to see what its like to be alone.
Okay. So be alone. Fuck you.
I can't handle it. I wasn't expecting anything from this weekend, but I was at least thinking it would change somethings, and it didn't so I honestly can't just sit here and wait for him.
Although I did tell him that even if he did change his mind, I don't know if I would want to be with him again. And he wasn't too thrilled with that answer. So.
I hope he gets a taste of reality when I jump on the plane to California.
I don't care. I needed to get away. I COULD get away..and I am. So I am just looking forward to spending time with Sara and driving all over Southern Cali.
Is there anywhere in San Diego that I need to go?! Please let me know... I make my way there :)
ps.... the winner of the Winter Giveaway is... Kendra from Silkybowties! Send me your address when you can :) jennifera328 at gmail dot com.
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Occations like yours definately need some me-time, and you are going for it. Good for you!! You are a survivor.
Good for you! Have lots of fun because you totally deserve it!
Um wow... if he still can't decide if he wants to be single... I think he's already decided. Being with you shouldn't be something he has to think about.
Say hi to Irvine for me! :) Miss it already. Can't believe I was just there, last week. :(
xoxo
Oh geez I'm sorry to hear about M. I think throwing him a birthday party & getting him Knicks tickets is absolutely awesome! If he can't see how amazing you are and that you did all that because you care then he is just...geez. I think a trip is a great idea. I've never been to the other side of the country so I'm no help with cool things to do. But have fun, chill out and relax! =) Best wishes!
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I think it is a great decision to get away from it all, and what better place than Vegas?! I did the same thing last summer when I was going through a rough time--called up my girls, rented a van and drove 9 hours from Northern Cali down to Vegas! And it was amazing.
Make sure you have a full tank of gas before you hit the desert highway! We almost ran out in the middle of nowhere and there wasn't a gas station for MILESSSSS! Have a great time, you totally deserve some "me time" and the freedom of getting away! Yay for trips!
Wow! How lucky you are..I wish I could also get some time and visit this place..What are your plans over there? Enjoying,shopping,food streets...
just going to see one of my friends, drive to san diego, drink, go to LA, go to the beach, drive to vegas... :) :)
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