December 8 An hour or a day or a week of solitude. What was the quality of your breath? The state of your mind? How did you get there?
December 9 Something that really made you grow this year. That made you go to your edge and then some. What made it the best challenge of the year for you?
Nothing for December 8th... this was a really stressful horrible year.
December 9,
My biggest challenge was the break-up with T. That was the worst and most ridiculous stress I have experienced ever in my life.

Here is the link. Very horrible and stressful and I am so glad the month of August is over because that was the worst!
I have learned many things about myself, about other people, about my friends, about people I thought were my friends, about people who I didn't know were my friends, and about who I am and who I wasn't.
I am still learning these things as I write this and I know that during this time, I thought I lost who I was, and most of my friends say that I did --I wasn't the same person anymore. But I was told recently, that that girl was coming back. And that is really exciting to hear! Especially because I was turning into someone I hated....
I can't wait for a new year to start from a fresh slate and build this year better. And I can't wait to make up for my shitty '09 summer!!!
What was your biggest challenge in 2009?
