Dear xxxxx

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Dear TB

Thank you for being there when my fish died and I cried like an emotional train wreck at 9am on Saturday morning. You always manage to make me smile somehow.... don't let it get to your head.

Dear Micher & Big D,

Thanks for keeping me sane at work when I feel like I am about to scream and you convince me that I would look like a psycho if I started to scream.. oh and thanks for all the witty comments.

Dear Roomie C,

Thanks for being awesome. Oh and making me coffee in the mornings. Thanks Lover xoxo

Dear Spanky,

Thanks for listening to me whine all summer long about T and then pushing me to be strong enough to actually do something about it.

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Dear November Sundays,

Thanks for continuing to be warm every Sunday and making the day before going back to hell MUCH, MUCH more enjoyable!

Dear Bank of America,

Stop letting me spend money!

Dear Conor,

Thank you for being my awesome Irish friend over in England,,, i always love learning new words from you. Knackered. Now get the freakin internet fixed! xox

Dear H&M and BCBG,

I hate you for having all the clothes that I love but I can't buy..but i love your clothes anyway!

Photo Credit: Jessica Joy

Dear Bloggers,

I love ya all for making my shitty days much, much brighter!

Dear S,

Thanks for NOTHING. Jerk.

and lastly..

Dear T,

Thank you for making me have to prove you wrong in every aspect of what you said was wrong with me. It will eventually make me a better and stronger person. But NO thanks to you for being such a JERK OFF for no reason. Man up and take responsibility for your actions. Or keep running.... You're good at that.

Oh Gracias Amigos!

I wanted to take a moment and send special THANK YOU'S to everyone for being so caring and awesome. My life's different now that I blog.. it is a LITTLE bit easier for me to speak my mind (not to some, but to others!) and I have gotten my creativity back! Which is SO exciting AND I started writing poems again! I will post one soon!

Holy Crap! I have gained my emotions back!.... Besides the panic attacks or anxiety I have randomly (not so fun!) but I HAVE EMOTIONS! For so long, I have been numb. I haven't cried, I haven't really felt happy, I haven't felt pain, I have felt nothing -- I just walked along the road as if nothing mattered.
And now... I am a wreck. But in a good and a bad way. Good because I know I can feel things again and now that I can feel, I can write, and now that I write, I can express myself more than I have before. Bad because it is painful and it sucks to be overwhelmed with all this emotion!

This really makes me sound like I am in train wreck mode, but rest assured I am not! I am in the midst of quarter life crisis (which I TOTALLY believe in at this moment!) and am trying to sort my way through the mess.

So hopefully this will be something I can figure out and make the right choice. I still cannot get into much detail since I have yet to actually address the issue at large, but I will soon.

In the meantime, I won an awesome award!
Just a Small Town Girl awarded me the Keepsake Blog Award! Thank you lady!! PLEASE check out her blog and show her mucho amounts of love.


This award comes with the direction to post a funny or sweet keepsake that tells something about you. Soo......

my cat... haha i cant think of anything else, but everyone, this is Princess... and I am an animal lover but I can't have a dog due to apartments.. SO cat it was. ;)




And I am passing this wonderful award over to...


Spanky Luvs It*
The Rest of My Life So Far
GARF


Okay, Ciao!

You Fill My Buckets

I found a great post today. Take a look at My Teacups in Peony's post and loved that she shouted out the Starbucks guy, so I wanted to write a post dedicating my happiness to the random people that make life go forward.
And it made me smile, so here are some people that fill my imaginary bucket with happiness.



Mother's Day is coming up and it is so hard to show how much you actually appreciate your mother. There is actually no way to sum up my love and thankfulness for what she has done for me in any sort of card, gift, flowers etc. I have yet to figure out what the best way to do that is, but thank god she is my mom, I wouldn't ask for anyone else. Even when I make the worst decisions, she still supports me.


the bff C and S for being so great and understand and always being there for me no matter what. the memories have been awesome. lets keep that shit up.

my PIC, M for putting up with my crap all the time and pretending like you like me :) because i love ya and you know it.

TJN lovers, for always being there to make me laugh when shit hits the fan and being able to deal with it with me, no matter how many swears fly out of my mouth, and yours, and the drunken happy hour stories and the daily emails i look forward to.

Vishnu in India for making my life so much easier and so I dont have to heard "we cannot resize PDFs" anymore!

Boss for saving my ass every time I fuck up. Thanks for helping me out -- and being there.

staff and the dogs at the shelter, for being awesome and making me smile. I wish I could help you out more, but I guess 2 hours is better than nothing at all.


thanks blogger friends who makes this blogging thing awesome and make my days less boring and give me great stuff to read.


to the guys at the gas station, for being so friendly and nice and giving me good Arabic music to listen to.


thanks for getting me hooked on blogging, 20 something blogger network!


my father, for inspiring me to get a career and pushing me to be a better person.

And last but never least
the couple that owns my dry cleaners, for always being SO nice and never ruining my clothes.



have a great weekend.