it had to happen.
21 years old, is not for me... too immature and it couldn't work. so cute, but not for me. i tried and it was not getting anywhere. I deserve someone who tries for me, makes an effort for me, and not just when i drive to them or go see them or when its within a 5 mile radius that is only convenient for them.
although i am really sad about it right now.. i wish this feeling would just go away. i dont want to feel bad.
free of men, it isn't that bad of a feeling. only at certain times, but not terrible...
i will deal with it i guess.