Owww Doctors.. Owwww

My face is literally throbbing. I had a really bad cavity last week that I got filled and my choices were a root canal or filling it and seeing what happens. I chose the wrong one obviously.

Now my tooth is infected and the pain is almost UNBEARABLE. The pain killers I got, are like NOTHING. I can't even do anything because my JAW is throbbing. It makes me want to rip my tooth out of my jaw so I can stop the pain. UGH!! So now on Friday morning I have to get a root canal ANYWAY! So after all of that, I want to strangle the dentist I go to for even remotely suggesting something else because he is a fucking MORON. I am glad he's not doing my root canal because I would probably ask him if he wanted me to hit him with my fist or a brick.

This is the week of doctors. I figured since I haven't been to any doctors in a really long time, the ob-gyn (since 2006...yeah, yeah, I KNOW) and the regular doctor since last year and the dentist, I knew I had a cavity so I wanted it filled.. and dermatologist.. UGH i REALLY hate hate hate doctors SO much. They are overpriced for NO reason. It's obnoxious and a waste of time and I really just hate them all. ( sorry if you're a doctor, im just really mad about my dentist)

holy crap i look like a drug addict!!! these are antibiotics and pain medication that are DOING NOTHING!

So I don't even have a chance to think about this being my last week at my job because I am in SO MUCH PAIN that nothing else matters. I just want it to be over with because I don't want to be in pain next week when I am dealing with a new job.

SO... I just want it to be over with. a million dollars later,,, it needs to be over! I just would like to not be in pain anymore, I can't deal with it.

The Broken Heart Files

He Loves Me, He Loves Me Not.

I have been fully inspired by Nicole at My Teacups in Peony and her Love Story Project!
If you have not checked out her love story project, please do so, its really wonderfully done and all the stories are so lovely and if you HAVE love story, please please submit it to go with her project!

Now, from all this inspiration and love going on, and since I am not in the love circle what-so-ever right now, I decided I wanted to write about break-ups and broken hearts.

It is not the happiest topic, but I know from listening to friends talking about their break-ups and their relationships ending that a lot of craziness has gone down in the final days. I know from experience that it just gets ridiculous after a certain point and sometimes it is worth sharing.

So I am asking for your ridiculous stories, the moments that just make you go WTF just happened?! I want this to sort of be a learning a learner experience for everyone incase you read it and think "i don't ever want to do THAT!" and "OMG that bitch is CRAAAZ-YYY" lol.

I don't know if this is a good idea but I know that I have some ridiculous stories to share with you and I KNOW you got stories!

This could be from a..
one night stand
long term relationship
marriage
divorce
friendship
... anything.

Soo.... send them over, I will start posting them as soon as possible. Add pictures, links, whatever! Make sure to give me the link to your blog if you want so I can link it to your blog as well!
I will post them on here and on the group I made on 20 Something Bloggers!

I hope this works! Mine will be up soon.

Maybe we can make a book one day Nicole! lol

Email your Broken Heart Files to: jennifera328@gmail.com

Bad Mood Blues.

It's too late. Deed it done.

I woke up this morning and I was fine. I was a little late, but that's normal.

Then I got to work and people started whining and bitching and moaning, and that just makes me so angry! Obviously it is time to get the hell out, but there is NO WHERE TO GO!

I have applied and applied and applied. And that's about as far as anything went. I am trying to be motivated to do work and I am trying to pay attention and not do other things, but I just can't. The position that I have is getting so screwed. The bonus plan, the amount of work I have to do compared to the reps, etc. No fun. So that is my feelings on work.

On a brighter note, I finally am done with the application process for my Masters in Childhood Education Grades 1-6. I am accepted to the program and I have already started... I need 11 more classes to go! Sees like no a lot, but it is a lot of $$$$. I just need to stick with it, this is my 3rd grad school I have applied to and taken classes at and decided I didn't want to do that degree anymore. So I was excited about that, and as soon as I walked outside to go back to work, I had a flat tire on my car! Wonderful -- is that supposed to be irony? And THEN I went the class I am taking towards this degree and I failed the midterm! More irony? What is it trying to tell me! But I am not the only one who failed --basically half the class, and the teacher knew everyone was going to fail, he said it the first day of school. But still. What a great way to enter a program with a positive attitude. All smiles.

Should I just keep going? Because I have a list of things now that I think about it. An ex-friend of mine, mind youwhom is a evil cheating, liar, bitch, whore, got ENGAGED! How is that even possible? And she is happy! I thought bad things are supposed to happen to bad people, not good things! While, my best friend, who is NOT an evil lying cheating hoe, is having serious issues with her boyfriend and they are in the process of working things out, hopefully! How does that work? Where is the karma people? Where! Also, this week my brother got dumped, she used the "its not you, its me" excuse. As well as my other best guy friend got dumped too, because his girl is a crazy bitch. So with a week full of break-ups (usually bad luck comes in 3's so I think that's it for now) and then her being engaged, it's shitty.

LET ME JUST ADD THIS.... There is this girl who when I was in high school and dating a guy I dated them, the first serious boyfriend of mine, she was in love with him. Ever since then, she has been trying to get with him and kind of stalking me. So I went off to college and him and I broke up. He was mad at me and he knew me and this girl didn't like each other, so he slept with her. It didnt really matter, we weren't together but then the next year she went to MY college! She left 2 years into it. So that was strange because there are SO many colleges out there, how are you going to choose the one I go to!? So now, we are friends on facebook, because I am nosey, and recently I see these weird coincidental things: she is dating HIM, she went to Malaga Spain just like I did, and she has a mini cooper -same car I want. I know this is really coincidental things but oh my god! I should probably just delete her from facebook since she is a little stalkerish. One day, when I decide not to be so nosey, I will do it. Just thought I'd share that with you.

Okay I am done now.

Writing about it is good because once I re-read it, I don't feel as bad. And the count down to the weekend continues...