Wednesday, April 15, 2009

Bad Mood Blues.

It's too late. Deed it done.

I woke up this morning and I was fine. I was a little late, but that's normal.

Then I got to work and people started whining and bitching and moaning, and that just makes me so angry! Obviously it is time to get the hell out, but there is NO WHERE TO GO!

I have applied and applied and applied. And that's about as far as anything went. I am trying to be motivated to do work and I am trying to pay attention and not do other things, but I just can't. The position that I have is getting so screwed. The bonus plan, the amount of work I have to do compared to the reps, etc. No fun. So that is my feelings on work.

On a brighter note, I finally am done with the application process for my Masters in Childhood Education Grades 1-6. I am accepted to the program and I have already started... I need 11 more classes to go! Sees like no a lot, but it is a lot of $$$$. I just need to stick with it, this is my 3rd grad school I have applied to and taken classes at and decided I didn't want to do that degree anymore. So I was excited about that, and as soon as I walked outside to go back to work, I had a flat tire on my car! Wonderful -- is that supposed to be irony? And THEN I went the class I am taking towards this degree and I failed the midterm! More irony? What is it trying to tell me! But I am not the only one who failed --basically half the class, and the teacher knew everyone was going to fail, he said it the first day of school. But still. What a great way to enter a program with a positive attitude. All smiles.

Should I just keep going? Because I have a list of things now that I think about it. An ex-friend of mine, mind youwhom is a evil cheating, liar, bitch, whore, got ENGAGED! How is that even possible? And she is happy! I thought bad things are supposed to happen to bad people, not good things! While, my best friend, who is NOT an evil lying cheating hoe, is having serious issues with her boyfriend and they are in the process of working things out, hopefully! How does that work? Where is the karma people? Where! Also, this week my brother got dumped, she used the "its not you, its me" excuse. As well as my other best guy friend got dumped too, because his girl is a crazy bitch. So with a week full of break-ups (usually bad luck comes in 3's so I think that's it for now) and then her being engaged, it's shitty.

LET ME JUST ADD THIS.... There is this girl who when I was in high school and dating a guy I dated them, the first serious boyfriend of mine, she was in love with him. Ever since then, she has been trying to get with him and kind of stalking me. So I went off to college and him and I broke up. He was mad at me and he knew me and this girl didn't like each other, so he slept with her. It didnt really matter, we weren't together but then the next year she went to MY college! She left 2 years into it. So that was strange because there are SO many colleges out there, how are you going to choose the one I go to!? So now, we are friends on facebook, because I am nosey, and recently I see these weird coincidental things: she is dating HIM, she went to Malaga Spain just like I did, and she has a mini cooper -same car I want. I know this is really coincidental things but oh my god! I should probably just delete her from facebook since she is a little stalkerish. One day, when I decide not to be so nosey, I will do it. Just thought I'd share that with you.

Okay I am done now.

Writing about it is good because once I re-read it, I don't feel as bad. And the count down to the weekend continues...


Fidgeting Gidget said...

I'm with ya on the work thing. The job I'm in is much the same--I feel like I get dumped on with all the stuff that no one else wants to do, I get blamed for stuff that doesn't get done when it's not my responsibility, and I am tired of trying my best to get treated like shit. I'm the lowest paid in the office, too.

I was a teacher, but when my hubs got transferred, I got this job. I miss teaching--my teacher friends, the joy the kids bring, the fun that comes with creating great lessons. I want to go back to education, but my license in the U.S. probably won't be any good by the time we leave here, and I want to start a family and stay home with my kids, so I may never teach again.

I guess my thought on it all is that even though it sucks now, one day I'll be able to look back on this time in my life and say, "Wow, that sucked, but I made it, and I'm a better person for it."

PS: Engaged bitchy hoes usually have it all blow up in their face. It may happen before the wedding, it may happen during, it may happen after, but most likely it will happen. Then you can laugh an evil laugh and think, "Ha, bitch, you got what was comin."

The Novelista Barista said...

LOL thank you for that! It cheered me up!! So true...
Well, maybe one day you will teach again, maybe after your kids are in school and you are bored, so never say never!! :)
I hate that I get all the crap work, its not fair! I have to do everything for everyone, because that is my job, and what the hell do they do for me?! Jack shit. So its like, if you are getting paid and im not, why do I care?
So i try because my boss is awesome and I feel bad for him, but the reason "well at least you still have a job" is about to get old!

thanks for the respond!

T ™ said...

dude, I feel the same way! Work sucks! I'm overwhelmed with how much work i have that is NOT even suppose to be mine! but i got bills to pay so, yea! i have to suck it up! [for now]

I feel you on the karma thing. Sometimes it really does feel that way. I've yet to meet anyone who is half decent and i know this 'friend' who slept with her best friends husband had a kid with him and He ended up dumping his wife for her. The bitch is always posting up how 'lucky' she is about being in 'love' and having him... but seriously??

if he was that much of an a-hole.. she deserves him!

Karma will always be a bigger bitch then any of us and sooner or later.. usually is always LATER... they do get what they deserve.

as far as ur friends breaking up... It's the other persons loss. For some reason Nice guys end up with the biggest whores anyway so it's good that at least they get to find someone that is actually worth it.

As for you, Take it easy! Keep ur head up! :)

I have plenty of shitty days myself. lol

The Novelista Barista said...

Thanks! Wow that is a really shitty ass situation,,, she had a kid with him!? OMG. Now that is ruthless.

You know, I never wish bad things on people, but its just for the people that actually deserve it, something shitty just need to happen to them for once!

After writing I think I feel better ... I think its time for happy hour! lol

Lucky in Love said...

I'm so sorry you are having a sucky day! I totally feel you about the work thing. I HATE my job...and they are currently laying people off like it's their I decided to try and apply places in the mean time and I have found nothing! How a girl with her masters cannot get a job...I will never know.

I'm definitely wishing you luck in your application process...and with school! You have a LOT going on :)

The Novelista Barista said...

Thank you, yoouuu too!!!! It's a weird feeling thinking that this getting a masters thing might not even help because NO one can get jobs now... but I have to at least try.

Kylie said...

It must be in the water today because I have been in a bad mood all day!! Only mine is due to lack of work & money!!
Thanks for reminding me that I'm not alone!

The Novelista Barista said...

awe... i dont know whats worse!! no work and no money or work and no money! ughhh !
smile though, 2 more days till friday!

The Blonde Duck said...

I hope you feel better! You need some pie and a good movie!

Fidgeting Gidget said...

I think we with the the sucky jobs need to get business cards printed up with a line on the bottom that says, "Dirty deeds, done dirt cheap."

At least we can use lyrics from an AC/DC song to make our situation seem a smidge better.

Or, we could leave early for happy hour. :) Lucky.

The Novelista Barista said...

Thanks! I think happy hour on Wednesday will cheer me up!

the girl in stiletto said...

what goes around will come around. just wait for it. maybe it will come in a large dose! and she sounds so freaky!

btw, i hope tomorrow brings better things for you. :) or you can always have a date with ben & jerry :P

The Novelista Barista said...

hahah yeah freaky is a good word to describe her!!!!! i hope so! thanks :)

Mishi said...

I know how you feel about being stuck. It does seem like sometimes everything happens against you, instead of for you. Hang in there!

And that girl who's copying your life? CREEPTASTIC!

The Novelista Barista said...

she's a serious stalker creep! lol


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