Turn that Frown Around!

lol.. mad cute :)

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I Want This Some Day..

I want this one day. Not now, but one day --when i find the right one. I am really don't like to be single.. I guess this is why I never really am. I am a very people-y person and I love to have love surrounding me at all times. Dont get me wrong I LOVE being single and doing whatever I want to do... but still.. i am a mush so i like the whole mushy stuff. But whatever... this will be the only happy love go lucky want a boyfriend post you will see from me for a very long time because the feeling is prettyyyyy much gone... i just like the love pictures.

I like the whole love thing.

I love the butterflies, the happiness, the kisses, the hugs, the having someone to hang out with and wanting to hang out with them.

I love the calling someone just to say hi, and texting good morning or good night, and waking up to someone in the morning. Or experiencing different amazing times with another person.

I know I am not ready emotionally or mentally for a relationship right now because of how much it took out of me with T, and I feel like even with non-relationships right now I am half assing it because it is too much for me to put a lot of myself into it, and that sucks! I dont want to be like that, I am not a half-asser, especially in relationships. I also think because T and I never really had that... I am a very passionate, intimate person, and it got surpressed because T was not at all so I have forgotten what its like to get touched or held or kissed a lot, and I used to LOVE that.. and now I am like ugh, no... I am hoping to find my in between balance because I love it all, especially the kisses. Love it.

I guess I have to wait for the right person, at the right time, and who knows when that will be?!

I am just saying that love is nice... especially when it goes the right way...

And I especially loveeee this picture....

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2 Words

Love is.

Naturally Nina posted a cute little post about what love is. She asked what two words we all associated with what love is. 

I choose

Friendship            &                Smiles

Because without those, you have nothing. 

You start with friendship, you move on to love .. continue the path to marriage, make your way through that and then children and your long infamous life together. I know smiles seems like an odd word to use, BUT if you do not have that consistent happiness/laughter/fun/anything to do with that in any of the steps above, you have not lived to fulfillment.

You can't be in love with someone you don't like and doesn't make you happy. Well... actually I take that back. YOU CAN. But you will be miserable. IF you 'love' them, but you aren't friends, care nothing for one another, and never laugh, you really aren't in 'love' you are almost in 'hate' with each other... and too stubborn/comfortable to quit.

That is my definition. Maybe sometimes it doesn't happen, but that's when you know it's time. 

Time to dye my hair much darker and go to the Wine & Food Festival!