I want this one day. Not now, but one day --when i find the right one. I am really don't like to be single.. I guess this is why I never really am. I am a very people-y person and I love to have love surrounding me at all times. Dont get me wrong I LOVE being single and doing whatever I want to do... but still.. i am a mush so i like the whole mushy stuff. But whatever... this will be the only happy love go lucky want a boyfriend post you will see from me for a very long time because the feeling is prettyyyyy much gone... i just like the love pictures.
I like the whole love thing.
I love the butterflies, the happiness, the kisses, the hugs, the having someone to hang out with and wanting to hang out with them.
I love the calling someone just to say hi, and texting good morning or good night, and waking up to someone in the morning. Or experiencing different amazing times with another person.
I know I am not ready emotionally or mentally for a relationship right now because of how much it took out of me with T, and I feel like even with non-relationships right now I am half assing it because it is too much for me to put a lot of myself into it, and that sucks! I dont want to be like that, I am not a half-asser, especially in relationships. I also think because T and I never really had that... I am a very passionate, intimate person, and it got surpressed because T was not at all so I have forgotten what its like to get touched or held or kissed a lot, and I used to LOVE that.. and now I am like ugh, no... I am hoping to find my in between balance because I love it all, especially the kisses. Love it.
I guess I have to wait for the right person, at the right time, and who knows when that will be?!
I am just saying that love is nice... especially when it goes the right way...
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