Tuesday, November 3, 2009

I Want This Some Day..


I want this one day. Not now, but one day --when i find the right one. I am really don't like to be single.. I guess this is why I never really am. I am a very people-y person and I love to have love surrounding me at all times. Dont get me wrong I LOVE being single and doing whatever I want to do... but still.. i am a mush so i like the whole mushy stuff. But whatever... this will be the only happy love go lucky want a boyfriend post you will see from me for a very long time because the feeling is prettyyyyy much gone... i just like the love pictures.

I like the whole love thing.

I love the butterflies, the happiness, the kisses, the hugs, the having someone to hang out with and wanting to hang out with them.

I love the calling someone just to say hi, and texting good morning or good night, and waking up to someone in the morning. Or experiencing different amazing times with another person.

I know I am not ready emotionally or mentally for a relationship right now because of how much it took out of me with T, and I feel like even with non-relationships right now I am half assing it because it is too much for me to put a lot of myself into it, and that sucks! I dont want to be like that, I am not a half-asser, especially in relationships. I also think because T and I never really had that... I am a very passionate, intimate person, and it got surpressed because T was not at all so I have forgotten what its like to get touched or held or kissed a lot, and I used to LOVE that.. and now I am like ugh, no... I am hoping to find my in between balance because I love it all, especially the kisses. Love it.

I guess I have to wait for the right person, at the right time, and who knows when that will be?!

I am just saying that love is nice... especially when it goes the right way...

And I especially loveeee this picture....

picture credits: weheartit.com


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21 comments:

M.J. said...

You will find love...it's just one of those things that can't be rushed. When it's right, it's right.

Carrie said...

I love that last photo too! :)

I know you'll find the perfect love some day. I really feel in my heart that there is someone for everyone. I can't wait to hear your love story, whenever it unfolds. :)

mysterg said...

Whoever he is, he'll be one lucky guy x

Melanie's Randomness said...

Oh I hear ya. I seem to always be single but I want love & I miss love. I agree with what M.J. said totally.

Kimberly said...

Love is magical, and when you find someone who loves every bit of you, even your flaws .. it creates such perfect, magical, moments. You will definitely find someone who will do this for you. Someone who will appreciate you and never want to let go.

»♥[⌡з§žụҚå] said...

you can't rush nor force love into your life, and when it's the right person, you can't rush or force them out of your life either. Tell me about it.
When the right one comes, you WILL know. Maybe not as soon, maybe not as obviously as you may want, but you will kniw... and if you're anything like me, it'll scare the living daylights outta u when you realize it. lol
In the meantime, carpe diem. There is a time for everything in this world and sometimes we need to want something to really learn to appreciate it. Again, tell me about it!

Amy said...

*Sigh* Love is such an amazing feeling. You will find it someday. It will come when you are ready!

Tabitha said...

I know what you mean, the last guy I dated wasn't at all expressive of his feelings the way I was. I realized that someday, you'll find someone who will be crazy in love with you, and i think it's definitely worth the wait :)

Andhari said...

You'll definitely get it someday, girlie. I wish i do too, it would be nice. :)

Adele said...

love is an amazing gift and I'm 100% sure that when you find yours...you'll be blown away! xoxo

nicole addison said...

aww i always love lovey pictures like these. it makes me wish me and my boy could actually take some and look taht cute lol! cant wait til you find that special someoen girl:)

Melissa Blake said...

Hi, this is one of my first times reading your blog and I'm SO impressed and inspired! This post is everything I've been thinking for awhile now. Thank you! xoxo

Carrie said...

Thanks so much for following! :D

allaboutg said...

That sounds lovely =) I hope that you do manage to find it and that it will be all that you've dreamed of and more!

Vartikaz said...

Lovely post! I wish you good luck in your search for the one special person in your life.

OceanDreams said...

You will find your love in the right timing, you deserve only the best! :)

Kattrina said...

Hey Novelista Barista Chica - I think I may have found your scarf! I am so excited!!! It's not in any of the colors you wanted though - I hope that's ok. I hope you love love love it. I really do. Let me know if there is a color you hate....

Dionne said...

I agree! Love is grand (especially when it's the right one - and he'll come, don't worry!)

.:*aMbAr*:. said...

I love that last pic as well. And don't worry you will find that man, and he will be eveything you want/expect and even more. So YAY to this man.

Also, from your last post.. your "friend" from hig schol.. WHOAAA Psychooooo. That's horrible what she did to you.

K @ Blog Goggles said...

Coming from someone with a serious boyfriend, I have to say that those pics look like they were taken in the first six months of a relationship - when butterflies still exist. I may have jumped into my boyfriend's arms years ago, but since then it's more like "oh hi hug you're here." Trust me - there's no reason to rush into couplehood. The getting to know you is the best part!

(sorry I'm such a Debbie Downer. Mad at my boyfriend for going out of town again)

The Novelista Barista said...

lol its okay... i hear u on that.

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