Pregnant = Crazy Emotions

Pregnancy has caused me to have some crazy emotions. Sometimes I get really sad and depressed for really stupid reasons or I get super angry for also stupid reasons. 

It is usually more extreme then normal and I feel bad for those who have to be around to handle it. Usually I take my anger out on my kids at school because they are the ones that cause it ! But when I get sad and depressed I just cry about everything. 

And I am not a crier. I usually can keep my emotions to myself but the pregnancy  emotions are making me all up and down and not sure how to feel. It's always extreme. 

My poor husband. 

Today was definitely one of those low days. 

What I Learned This Week

1. Something about someone that really concerns me and am not sure what to do with it.

2. Don't go on dates with someone who only offers to pay for half.

3. Distancing myself from the rest of T's friends

4. I need a new job before January 18th.

5. I realllllllllllllly need to go on vacation.

6. I need to drink heavily BEFORE attending divisional meetings.

7. That I like someone.

8. How nice it is that people I hang out with like to hang out with my friends for once.

9. I have an idea for an Etsy shop and hopefully Spanky & I can make it happen!

10. Fixing my car sucks.

11. I am officially obsessedddddddd with leggings! ---Does anyone have a good website to buy funky leggings? If so, please comment it!!!

OH....

and..

12. I love my friends xoox...the craziest weirdest bunch of ladies and gets ive ever met.. love them all...esp my girls <3

What did you learn this week?

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Holy Emotional Mess

Happy Friday everyone

First of all, I want to talk about what a hysterical emotional mess I was yesterday after watching Grey's Anatomy. I know Fidgeting Gidget will know what I'm talking about because I read her post from last week! I HATE THE WRITERS OF GREYS! They are evil and suspenseful and I hate them/love them!

SO this is my day yesterday. I went to a funeral for a friend from high school who committed suicide. We weren't too close, but I have hung out with him before in my home town. I went with my best friend because he was more her friend than mine and she needed me there. It was a horrible mess. It was so depressing, I went during work, and by the time I got back to work, I was numb and felt like I was going to puke.
It is so horrible when young people take their own lives. I don't know what his reasons were, I do know that in my home town, please are cruel, and I have no doubt in my mind that that definitely has something to do with it.
The list of deaths/suicides from my hometown continues to grow. Rainy, depressing horrible day :(

I am just so glad yesterday is over. After work I went BACK to the ridge to hang out with my lady and I watched LAST week's Grey Anatomy first because I knew this was the finale and didn't want to be in lost. So I watch that, I am HYSTERICAL, we go to her friend's house and watch the season finale, and OH MY GOD.

By the second half the show I thought I was going to be okay, until the ending, when I was SHOCKED and so upset and wow! I don't even have words! I was SPEECHLESS! Seriously, I am not into TV shows that much, this is the only show that I actually follow besides Private Practice, but like, I love this show! I hate the freakin writers for having to keep me in suspense YET AGAIN until September! I just can't believe George!! Ahhhhhhhhhh I was balling. Seriously. haha my friends friend must have thought I had some serious issues.

Anyone else watch that last night?! I need to gossip!!!!!!!!!!!


Video of the Day: PLEASE watch this, this is such a great news story. Dog on the Deegan. This dog got hit by a car on the Major Deegan in the Bronx and its son was with her and he diverted traffic all by himself to save her from getting hit again. GREAT video and they have it all from News Chopper above. Watch it. They were both safe! Amazing.