I have a Job..

So.

I got my job back.

Same exact job.... it is as if nothing changed.... except all the crazy stress and layoffs and people quitting and everyone freaking out. I mean i guess its good and all because I actually have a job as opposed to NOT, but still. It is going to be a lot more work and same pay and same shit because of all the people that left & got fired, now we have to pick up their slack. Fun.

FML!

I have an interview tomorrow in the city. I hate interviews, they are so crappy and stressful! Hopefully something works out.

Last night was awesome. We went out for a huge group "last" happy hour with everyone that was leaving and it was really sad but really fun. I got hammered so that helped. I have lots of pictures that as soon as I put them on my computer I will add some here. But it was nice to go out with everyone and have fun.

And.... moving this weekend.
Yuck :( horrible. i am SO not happy about that or excited and still sad. yuck yuck yuck.


Do i take this apartment? What to do.. what to do.... any opinions? i love ur opinions :)

Quick Version

Hi All

I will post more later, but for right now, my interview went good. But I won't find anything out until August 24th. So lame. So many people are leaving and everyone is quitting. It will be horrible :( I am eager to find out what is going to happen

(random rain drop!)

As for T and I... oh GOD is what I have to say about. Saturday was good, we hung out went to dinner, just hung out. It was nice. Sunday, was another story, because I made plans to go to my parents and he felt (which he told me last night and not at the time) that I always make plans and he's just supposed to be "ok with it". So he ended up leaving and going to his friends house, which pissed me off his I invited him to my parents, and he just left and went to his friends. So i packed up the closet and moved some stuff to my parents.

So yesterday I asked him via text to talk to me later after work. He wanted to know what I wanted to talk about, I said US and he said he had nothing else to say. I told him that I wanted to see if I was the person that he sees himself being with. And he goes "No. not really. I don't see it"

I mean, what do you take from that? What am I supposed to think after that being said? That he wants to be with me? So I say I guess I'm going to move out then. In which he proceeds to say, isnt the place in ur name already? And so forth.
I said fuck it to talking later, because after that, I basically had no more to talk about, so I packed my stuff and went to my parents.
Later that night he text me saying "oh at the first sign of trouble you dissappear" Uhm, really? Like what am I supposed to do? Sit tehre and talk to you after KNOWING you don't want to be with me?! no.
So i call him and he's like you just dont get it.. blah blah blah and how I havent changed and all this shit. And im like, look. If you want to talk to me in person, I will be there tomorrow night (tonight).


We will be talking tonight. I don't know what is left to talk about. I don't want to be with someone who doesn't see themselves with me! End of story. And I think it's just time for us to go our seperate ways....

Ugh. i hate this shit.


***I just want to appologize for talking SO much about T but right now I have to because it is basically the biggest thing going on in my life!! So i am appologizing for going step through step with this! lol ***