Ah Italian Feasts and Football.....

M and I went to the Italian Feast in NYC this weekend. It was a lot of fun. He won me a stuffed piggy! haha
This week things have been pretty good... He is making the effort to hang out and be with me and all sorts of stuff.
I really dont know what happened last week or why he changed or where all that came from. A couple other different people I know are in relationships and almost something along the same lines of what happened with me and M happened to them too..... So I am wondering.. is it the beginning of football that makes men crazy?

Who the hell knows.... I am taking this day by day.

FYI.... I started taking graduate classes for education again. I even took out a loan. I am getting this done. I will become a teacher ASAP!

We went out and watched football this weekend in Hoboken, so that was different, we had a good time. Giants game? Not so wonderful though.


How was everyone's weekend?

Ending August

Can you believe the summer is basically over?
How sad! You know what that means? Morrree traffic for school starting! :(
It also means slacking off isn't an option as much because it's September so its go time.

Decision time is coming up soon and everything is up in the air. I really don't know what to do or what choices to make. All I know is I have to apply for school soon and I need to take the PRAXIS I and I have fucking clue what is going on with my apartment. My roommate is yes and no every other day and I can't afford to sign anything for a lot of money since i have no idea what is going to happen next year. Really sucks..

Hopefully I will get a good answer really soon.

I had a decent weekend,,,, it was MUCH better then last weekend. Got to spend some more time with M, so that was good. We went to the park and hung out..so that was fun. Got to see this draw bridge. It was the first time M ever saw one so it was cute :)

This week is going to be really hard at work...especially with the 3 day weekend coming up!

How was everyone else's weekend?


Ps... join my candle swap. It will be fun!

And it's Monday again..

This was a great weekend. I did so much and felt really accomplished by the end! Instead of my normal drinking my face off, being really hung over, and not waking up till 2pm and wasting the day weekends!

I got to help out with the puppies that the shelter has at this horse stable by me because there are too many of them around to keep at the shelter. So we were raking hay, changing their beds, walking them, feeding them... it was good. I felt good about it.

Then M and I went out to dinner in the Bronx at this really nice Italian restaurant and had sooooo much food and vino.... it was awesome. We went to the bar after and had a great time.

Sunday we woke up EARLY! (10am) and went to the beach while everyone thought it was going to rain and it ended up being gorgeous there and no one ended up being there so we met up with some of my work friens and hung out with them.

Afterwards we made it to my parents house and had dinner with them and my grandparents and looked at old pictures.....

I'd say it was overall a very good weekend. Plus I spent a lot of time with M, which is hard cuz he works horrible hours, plus i talked to one of my best friends who lives in Cali and I never talk to her anymore... it was overall really good.

Plus.. I am burnt tan!

how was everyone's weekend?

Falling Back Into It

I can't believe its now the second week of September, Labor Day is over, 4th quarter is in full forward movement, and its freakin cold!
I mean, how did that happen so fast?

It has been a week since I have spoken or seen T and it is really stressful. It seems like I am doing better, but it is so hard. I have just been really busy. When I am not busy, I get really upset and realize what is really going on and how I am not too happy with the situation that is going on around me. So it sucks. Because then I start to miss T and remember what we had and I get sad.

So.. that still really sucks.

I had a good weekend though, I have been CRAZY busy. It is like non-stop.

Thurs-Fri
I went upstate with my girl C and we chilled out at the pool all day and lounged basically. It was really nice and relaxing. Then we went to Woodstock, which I posted pictures from it and that was AMAZING! I haven't felt that inspired in a really long time, it was just awesome to see history like that. I cannot wait to read the book I bought from there. God I would have totally been there if I was alive....

What a freakin crazy mess. I would have LOVED it!!!

Saturday
Then I came home, went out to dinner with a friend and had a great time. Once I approached the bar, a little tipsy, I received some missed calls from an friend of mine, I texted back, was told to call and low and behold its his "girlfriend" asking why Im texting/calling this late, as I proceed to say that I had missed calls so I wanted to see if everything was okay, and she tells me not to call and text him anymore, I'm like okay whatever, tell him to call me.
I am LIVID as i leave the bathroom after this happens, I proceed to continue drinking, I keep getting these texts from this girl now from his phone and Im like "I am not having this conversation wtih you through text messages! Tell S to call me tomorrow" because I know I am livid and do not want to be rude and I'm drunk so my patience are wearing very thin.
My poor friends at the bar saw me being extremely angry, I felt bad...but what am I supposed to do!?
So I am still at the bar, getting texts and missed calls and I stopped answering now. She is going back and forth with herself basically like, I dont want you talk to him, oh wait, im not a crazy gf, i do want you to talk to him... and all this shit.

We leave the bar, get to S's house and I get a phone call saying how could i do that to her and how could i be so rude and that him and I are no longer friends and he doesnt want to talk about it anymore. WTF? Uhmm...... I was shocked. Honeslty I have no idea WHAT he thought I said that was so rude.... I think I was very nice in that situation because there were so many more texts and calls in between what I told you that that for me to have NOT said anything mean, was good. And I know for a fact that I didn't, 1. i wouldnt do that over the phone, id just tell you to your face next time i saw you and 2. i wouldnt do that to my friends friend whom I know they care about. I would NEVER.

After i leave from that conversation and I go home, I proceed to receive NINE phone calls from them, in which I kept pressing end because by now its 4am and really? You both don't need to be calling me 9 times after "we're not friends anymore" and telling me (his girl) to come meet her. Are we 12?
I picked up the phone once, they didnt say shit so i hung the fuck up. If you have something to say, SAY IT WHEN THE PERSON ANSWERS THE PHONE. Don't continue to call over and over again! Let's be SERIOUS.

I wrote him a letter, explaining that I don't understand why he would be that mad at me after how it went down, but you know what? She most likely made some shit up or was mad that he talks to me or something along those lines that no matter what I say or do, I cannot win, he's probably "not allowed" to talk to and is passing it off like he really doesnt want to talk to me, and yeah. So thats awesome, I love losing friends over bullshit and jealous liars.


Sunday-Monday
Went to the Hamptons with S & M, totally not what I was excepting out there! I was thinking it would be a young crowd, like bars lining the streets, all this shit...and all i saw were hedges and huge houses and like, nothingness!!!! Don't get me wrong, we had a good time and all by making the best of it, but really, I would have rather went down the shore because at least there were hot bars there!!! LOL... but I mean, it was good regardless.. I wasn't sitting around being depressed, so thats all that matters!

And now I am back to work.....fun! Class starts tomorrow for my attempts to still be a teacher! So we'll see how this class goes,,, because the spring class was horribly boring. Hopefully this will at least keep me awake!


PS --I basically have everything ready for my giveaway, so as soon as I get the OK i will be posting it! So be on the look out, fingers crossed for tomorrow!

How were your weekends blogger buddies?!