It is final.... I am meeting V (ex best friend) for dinner and drinks on Thursday to talk. I am nervous/excited/freaking out. It has been almost 3 years. We didn't even really know what to say on the phone today but I suggested that we go and hang out because it might be less awkward.
I am actually really excited I think. I miss her!!! I haven't seen or heard from her in so so long. And since T is basically not in my life anymore at all.. and most likely will never be again, I have nothing to lose.
I know its not going to be the same ever again and our bond that we once had will never be there again, but if she's willing to forgive me, it has potential. I am not expecting a lot but I am happy for whatever happens.
Ahhhhhhh i miss my friend :( :(
I am really excited.
I also met my cousin that my family has never met before.. apparently my uncle was married before my aunt and had 4 sons that we never knew about or met. And it was cool to meet another cousin.
Anyone else have a reunion this week!?