Post Winter Break Teacher Blues

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It's definitely been one of those crazy weeks where you come back from winter break of being off for two weeks and need to get readjusted to real life again.

I have been in definite need of this Friday alllllllll week long! Although now being pregnant Friday's have a different meaning for me. It's not going out and getting smashed or seeing my friends. Now its about going out to dinner and seeing a movie or making dinner and watching tv with the husband. Such a crazy difference. To more correctly state my life prior to marriage, I would usually be bartending tonight and making good money but this would be my 6am wake up and 5am go to sleep night where I am working almost 20 hours in a day.  I do not wish to go back to that life!

Happy Friday..... Counting down the long hours!!!!

Ps... my belly has gotten much bigger this week, actually really it seems to have grown humongous over night. Is this what happens at 5 months? Your stomach grows over night?!

Happy Friday

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have a lovely friday evening everyone... i know it is rather hot all around the country today, so try to stay indoors or go swimming! (dont go to work like i have to!)

enjoy the weekend :)

Stomach Bugs & 80 Degrees

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April is seriously full of everything I see! Between stomach bugs and it being 80 degrees and beaaaautttifulllll today, I have mixed feelings about my weekend! lol.

Apparently at my job 2 weeks ago there was a stomach bug going around but no one in my room got it so we thought we were in the clear. WRONG. Saturday night I went out to dinner with P, and it was a really nice place and they had good food. We were going to go out for some drinks but I felt soooo full afterwards I decided that we should just go back to his house.

On the way back, I knew something was sooooo wrong and I said to him that this sounded crazy but I was most definitely going to puke, like RIGHT now.... which I did... multiple times out the window while he was driving... until he was able to pull into a parking lot. Poor kid! After that I was sooooooooooo sick ALL night and into the next morning. It was the worst EVER. I thought I was dying.

Finally, Sunday night around 10pm I began to feel somewhat better. UGH........ how horrible!! I hope no one else ever gets that bug, it was the absolute worst!

Although I would say that P took care of me.... so that was really awesome, and so nice... poor kid though lol.

Sucks because earlier that day I was playing frisbee in the park!

But overall it was succchh nice weather in New York.

How was everyones weekend?  Anyone get sick like me?!

Another Week Down.

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i had a breakdown today and i text M and said way too much stuff that i shouldnt have and let down my stronger guard that i had before. his stupid status on bbm (which i would very much like to delete off my phone if i wasnt a complete asshole)

i wish i hadnt because after talking to Micher, who's helped me tremendously through this whole mess thank god other wise i woulda jumped off a bridge by now, i realized that i sounded like a desperate tool. And here I am trying to sound like a tougher person who can handle this. And then I do this.

UGH

Everything is so frustrating. I don't understand why nothing just works out in my favor.

The great thing about today besides that whole fiasco was that I observed a special education class and LOVED it. Really really liked it... I was surprised, i thought i wasnt going to like the crazy kids lol... and I really did!!!!! It kept me occupied and interested the whole entire time.

I did get offered a job at a daycare right down the road to work in the infant-toddler room... but it does pay really bad. So I am going to see if there is anyway if I work there part time if I can still get unemployment. Soooo.... that would be awesome if that were possible because then I would be busy and still be making enough money to pay my rent.

Nothing is ever easy for me. Ever.

boo monday booooo

ah to feel like this....!
i hope everyone a nice weekend.
holiday party was a success, except we went overboard with the food and alcohol so now we could def have another party.
i am sort of hoping for snow tonight.

how was everyones weekend?
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Spring Clothing Time

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Hey Loves!

Sorry I have been so MIA. With the nice weather, everything is getting harder to keep up with. Life is getting crazy, meeting lots of new people all the time, hanging out with everyone a lot. Hard to keep up with!
Ps.. let me just mention I love the new changes that blogger made! Go blogger! One step in the right direction.

This weekend was good.. lots of outside activities and hanging out with good people.

I need to go shopping. All of a sudden now its spring and I don't like any of my clothing/they don't fit me because I weighed more last spring. And I need more color in my clothes. I have a variety of everything in BLACK!

And that's fine, don't get me wrong.. i love the color black... but for spring I need some blues, yellows, greens, pinks, purples....something! Anyone been able to find any cute spring clothing out there that isn't too expensive?

They just opened a Marshall's shoe store by my house and I bought some cute shoes :)

Not the best picture, but you get it! (jamaican ankle bracelet whattt!!)

I hope everyone had a nice weekend :)

photos.

i need to take more pictures.

i haven't taken any pictures since new years. im not sure why.. hopefully next month with st. pattys day coming up and going to jamaica ill be taking more pictures.

i think its time for spring,, what do you think? I am so sick of this snow, it needs to go away right away....except it will not be melting anytime soon i'm sure!

this weekend was interesting and fun.... drinking was definitely involved.

how was ur weekends?

Have A Good Weekend!

I know this is a late have a good weekend post, but I hope everyone does and that you aren't snowed in!

We still have yet to receive any snow and I think that we probably will when I have to leave later, of course.

I had a really interesting week and it just continues to get more interesting as the days go by...

-Works great

-Love my co-workers

-I have so much to catch up on I can't keep up

- I managed to go to the gym TWICE this week!

- I did a car bomb for the first time with all my new co-workers on Thursday, including all the bosses, and it was gross!

- I have made new friends at my new job and they are pretty awesome!!

- I am very broke but we get paid on the 15th, so I am swinging it

- My tooth doesnt hurt like hell anymore and it is basically finished now until I have to go get the crown on in June

- So many random people contacting me to hang out... slightly strange.. especially when I want to hang out with them and then they are MIA.. I don't get it! Why did you ask to begin with ?!

Have a good weekend xo

Lazy Hang Over Day

today was really a recovery day for me... recovery from the city and late night of drinking last night and then from a week long intensive first week.

i have been trying to figure out how to blog since I can't do it at work anymore really so I have to do it at night, so you will have to forgive me a little since I am not going to be updating AS much as I was before... which is a good and bad thing. I will try to do my best in keeping up with everything because I really do love my blog and everyone on the blogger network so trust me, you will not be forgotten!

it is extremely cold outside, and it is not letting up, which is making it hard to do anything remotely close to leaving the house!

i am gonna attempt to do something productive.. the most productivity I did today was catch up on everyones blogs and write posts!!

how was your saturday? cold and lazy like mine? lol

Dates, Fishing and Ex-talk. Hmmm

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Interesting weekend I had so far. I hope you did too!

Just wanted to thank the ones who have sent in stories for the broken heart files!! So excited to start this... I just thought of some more stories that I have to post.... lol i might just use some pictures to help you understand the scumminess.

Friday
Work FINALLY ended (was that NOT the longest week EVER?) I went I guess I could say on a date on Friday night. It was my BFF's friend, and we went out to dinner a week or so ago but this time I guess it was more on "date" level, whatever that qualifies as I guess?! He picked me up at my house... so I guess that brings it to the next level, right?! I don't know, I haven't been on a date in like.... over 5 years.

So we go to the restaurant and didn't want to wait for a table inside so we sit outside. It wasn't dark out yet, a little chilly but manageable. So we were drinking outside and talking and waiting for our food and it ended up getting pretty cold and now we are still waiting for our food like an hour later and FREEZING to death outside! Apparently it turned into winter in a matter of an hour!? We finally get our food and eat as fast as possible and leave because it was kinda ridiculous how cold it was!

We go to an Irish bar down the road from my house and hang out there watching the Yankee game. We are sitting next to these three guys, kind of talking to them about the game and stuff, and as soon as my friend left to go to the bathroom one of them was like "Can I have your number?!?!!?" GEEZ!!! haha it was so funny that I didn't even know what to say I was just laughing.

It ended up being really fun, we had a good time.

Saturday

I went fishing! My friend TB took me fishing on a lake and it was really fun because i caught a FISH! First time! Couldn't believe it! It was cool, but I felt really bad! I didnt take any pictures though because I left my phone in the car since the boat was really wobbly and I didnt want to ruin it if i fell in LOL. TB took the hook out and threw it back.. THANK GOD because I was TOTALLY not doing that. Poor little fishy! But it was still alive so I felt better about it.

Later that night I went out with some friends to a bar and one of them is T's best friend. So we were talking about him for a while and he was telling me that T had asked about me the night before and how I was doing. Sigh.... :(
R (t's best friend) was telling me that he had explained some situations to T that I had told him about and since T is very "set in his ways" he wouldn't hear anything I would say, so coming from his friend makes a difference because he actually listens! And R said that he was like "oh i didnt think of it that way...." YEAH T... i am glad u are NOW! geez.

R thinks he will call me sometime soon... :/ i dunno, I am not getting my hopes up. I miss him like crazy. I can hide it very well..... being a complete mess isn't going to get me anywhere.. so I have to be fine.

3 weeks and counting... holy crap :(


Today I didn't wake up until 2:30pm... DAMN.. totally missed going to the shelter today, UGH. I always feel so bad when I don't go because then I have to wait another whole week before I can go there. Ughhhhhhhhhh.. Frustrating.

And now, back to work tomorrow... oh geez..

How was your weekend?

Re-Interview Today

Today is my re-interview for my job.


Wish me luck!

Too bad we don't find out until the 24th.

I hate interviewing.

How was everyone's weekend?