Tuesday, November 16, 2010
I Don't Know What It Is....
Why am I stuck in this slump? I feel like everything is just so blah and I can't get out of it. I am not excited for anything because everything could be up in the air in December and I just don't know. And things with M are fine... but I constantly think he is doing something wrong behind my back and I don't know how to kick that feeling.
Maybe it's just the rain. Maybe it's with everything being so shitty lately.
I spent much needed time with my girl V this weekend helping her unpack all day and all that. It was good. I needed it. Then I spent time with my girls from work Sat night, so that was a lot of fun.
I've talked to M many times about his ex, and for some reason she just will no go away and I am afraid that I will keep pushing myself away so I don't get hurt.
I dont know. I am stuck. I need to get pulled out.
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