Monday, June 22, 2009
i LOVE Mondays.
They are absolutely the worst day ever.
I need a new job RIGHT NOW... YESTERDAY for that matter. I hate this place with a passion. Everything about it here makes me want to scream. And everyone. And the fact that the two people who keep me sane will be off ALL week, really makes me want to cry!!
And now it's raining, yet AGAIN FOR THE MILLIONTH TIME THIS MONTH! I haven't even been here this entire month and it hasn't been sunny more than 3 or 4 times! Damnit weather, DAMNIT.
And my personal life is all up in a freakin mess. I have NO idea what to do about it anymore. I am a wreck. I can't get too much into detail yet... but if i ever OPEN my mouth and talk to someone, then I can let it all out. But until then, I have to wallow in my own misery until I can make a DECISION. How do you make changes in your life if you are afraid? UGH... What if I make would be making a huge mistake?!
On a brighter note,
I won another award! So very cool!!
Thank you SO much to My Way for my awesome award! Very cool, I love it!! Thanks SO MUCH!
"The award is "My Way" award, it's the award for free spirit, free people that are not scared to be themselves, creative bloggers and artist, nature lovers..people that loves ti live MY WAY"
My BFF made her own social network and I thought it was important enough to mention and that you should take a look at and show her some love :)
Visit living vicariously...
Will it ever stop raining...?
and more rain...
And one more..
I am supposed to be getting my new blog design by Monday! I am REALLY excited about that, I can't wait! I hope I love it and its awesome and that it's very simple because I am not so great at this layout thing yet!
I want pancakes. ........Now i am just bitching... haha
Okay... now here comes the sun for like 10 minutes...... enjoy your day!