It is Friday -- Blogger hasnt been working all day, its 20 to 5pm... and I have to leave to go down the shore tonight, and hit MASSIVE amounts of traffic. So I will most likely be extending my stay at work for a bit to catch up on some blogs.
~ I got forced into an open position in my office because my position I have doesn't revenue attached to it and i'm supposed to "fill in" when there is an open spot. BASICALLY in short, they are screwing me, and giving me no choice, YET AGAIN. ugh!
~My girlie bought me a purty flower for my desk!
~I am leaving to go down the shore tonight until Monday so I can spend time at the beach with the fam and maybe some friends and drink all my problems awayyyy! lol
~ We went out to happy hour last night a bunch of peoples, my friends from work, old friends who used to work with me, T, some of his friends, other random people we know that I didnt think would be there, etc. It was a huge group and it was a lot of fun; for the most part.
T was pretty cool for the most part, he never comes out to happy hour after work with me and my friends so this was pretty big. Then this random girl (that only Toms friends knew) started talking to T and rubbing his head (very strange), which made me a LITTLE mad. So I gave her that LOOK. You know, the look that says "back the fuck off" without saying it? Yeah, i did that. So.. i kind of figured we were going to have a fight later on about whatever. I just had that feeling.
So the night went on and everything was cool, T and I dont really talk very much but whatever, I dont care. We get home and he starts at me with a "what makes you think you can tell me when I can smoke or not smoke" ... and then it started.
He laid into me for like almost two hours about how he didn't even really want to come, but I assumed he was coming, which was complete BULLSHIT because I had asked him, called him, text him, and he said he was coming. And then he's like oh well you never do what you say you're doing...and then how I am disrespectful because I didnt wait for him to eat, me and my girl just grabbed some food at the stand (bc we didnt really go there for DINNER just to DRINK, HELLO) and continued into saying how when we're together that I am not really there, I am always texting or on the computer or something.
As well as asking me why I said anything about that girl? And i continue to tell him i didnt actually SAY anything; i gave her the look and that was it! Plus his friends were looking at me with that "what are you gonna do?!" look and really, I will F people up, but i didnt want to cause a scene so I DIDNT. And he's saying why did I cause a scene and why was everyone asking him about why I was mad and shit. I couldnt belevie that. What the fuck? Am i just supposed to step down? And turn my head and smile? Get the fuck out of here. And this just dragged on and on, about how I go out all the time and Im disrespectful and so on.
He ended it saying he didnt give a shit anymore and that he was basically now looking for an exit plan. Im like, well? I obviously cannot be that girl that you want. So -- make your move.
And then the convo ended. And nothing happened after that. So i mean, I dont know whats going to happen when I go home? But I am leaving until Monday, so we shall see.
~I went to a clam bake last weekend, which was fun, got too drunk at like 2pm, so continued to be tired the rest of the day.
~Sunday night I went to the NY International Latino and saw a Kiss of Chaos
It was really awesome you should go check it out!!! The actors were there too afterwards to answer questions. Very cool :)
Okay everyone have a good weekend.