Saturday, October 2, 2010

October

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October for some strange reason is one of my favorite months of the year. It's not crazy cold and it's not crazy hot. It's one of the perfect months. If I ever get married, it would be in October.

I love the fall. I love decorating with fall items, apple picking, sleeping with the windows open and lots of covers... its a nice time of year.

These last couple of days of September have been really hard for me. A lot of problems with M, that I don't even want to start to get into right now that we are sort of working on. So that has really taken a huge tole on me.

But on top of that, I really don't know what is going to happen with my job, and as much as I hate my actual job, i LOVE the people that work there. I have so many friends there, I dont know what it will be like when I leave. My girls there are the only friends of mine that are around anymore and what am I going to do when I leave there? Who am I going to hang out with?

I know that I can obviously just call them and then go out with them or hang out, but literally all of my other friends have disappeared and it's hard to even get them to go simple places with me without planning it far in advance.

I guess its whatever, and thats what happens when people move and get boyfriends and have jobs and what not.

I really just need a damn vacation from my life. Too much drama and stress. And there is only two more months left of 2010.

So... since we signed another year lease, we are NOT moving, and this will be the first time in EIGHT years that I haven't moved, I can focus on other things like finding a new job if I happen to get fired and picking myself off the ground if my relationship happens to end.

And here's to the fall......

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11 comments:

Nicole said...

I love that picture. It screams "October!"

I really enjoy October too. I love the fall, pumpkins, sweatshirt weather, and crispy crunchy leaves. I wish I could wear a cute comfy hoodie today - but it's still 80 degrees in Utah!! So I'll have to wait.

Sounds like you are in for some changes. I hate that. The only reason I've ever REALLY loved a job is the people. Is there any other reason? ;)

Hugs

Michael said...

I have the same problem-job is insecure, company blows, but people are nice.

Luna said...

i understand what you are going through. jobs can come and go at any moment. work and anything else in life can interrupt good time. i am always trying to find some time to hang out with friends but our schedules never work out all that great. so i dont go out as often as i would like to but i dont my best so when i do go out i have fun. i need a vacation too, even if its just a mini one on a weekend or something.

Carissa said...

Hang in there, my blogger friend! Don't let the craziness of life take away from the beauty of such a beautiful season though... take time to uh um notice the colors (verses "smell the flowers" haha).

Sure hope and pray that things get better for you.

Claire Kiefer said...

It's nice to not have to move for a while. I moved a zillion times between ages 18 and 24, but then I moved to my current apartment and have been there almost five years--so nice! I hope things settle down with your boyfriend; I know it is SO hard when you are feeling shaky about a relationship you really care about. I'm in a similar situation now, and I just want everything to fall into place! Best of luck to you, and I hope you enjoy your Sunday. :)

{Selma} Crazy Little World Of Mine said...

Happy October to you, too!!!!! :)
And hang in there girl. Sometimes life needs to show us its tougher side.

Meg said...

I like early October, but later it gets too cold here in Canada!

I know what you mean about changes coming. I hate my job and am going to start looking around for something new.

anastasia b said...

Ugh, I love fall! I never realized how much I loved fall until I moved to Arizona. I miss it.

But don't worry honey. I know things are hard for you and it seems like everything is coming at you at once, but try your best to remain positive!!

xo anastasia b

Taryn said...

I totally agree, fall is such a lovely season! sometimes its hard to remember to stop and enjoy all the beautiful things around us...especially at this time of the year when everything seems to become so stressful

Anonymous said...

I loved all the people I worked with at my old job and as scary as it was to move on I made awesome new friends.
Good Luck on the boyfriend front.
Never allow someone to be your priority while allowing yourself to be their option. ~Mark Twain

Alexia said...

Me too, I always said I'd get married in October! There's magic in the air in autumn. Your blog is super cute.

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