Sunday, February 21, 2010

The Real Me Isn't Quite..

.. ____________________ (fill in the blank).

trying to hold myself back from doing things that i want to do is really obnoxious and hard. but i know i have to do it.

i don't know how to hold back when I am supposed to. I am not good at this single thing. I am not sure how I am supposed to act and how I am not. I try to play it day by day but apparently I can't handle it and I end up taking over a situation and turning it in a direction it shouldn't go in.

And here i am. I know i am being vague but I don't want to/can't get into details. sorry about that.

i am just frustrated.

and this is why i can't become un-frustrated, because even though I am leaving out some details in here, there are so many details i am missing, and can only use my imagination to fill in the blanks, and when i do that, i am for the most part, always always wrong.



Stephen K said...

That's what friends are for! Chew their ears off, let them know the details you don't want to write on here, and get many different points of view on the matter. Hang in there J, it gets easier!

Ari said...


I would say that I'm no good at being single too but I think you're getting at something different from me. But best wishes for ya!

Seyma said...

oh same here darling.. don't feel lonely :(

the real me isn't quite HAPPY and OKAY as she's supposed to be...

i'm here for you whenever you need someone, remember that ok?



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