I am really not in a good mood today.
It's a combination of a whole bunch of shit that has been going on and I am REALLY not feeling it, and people really need to stop. I cannot be to specific, due to the high number of people I know that read my blog, therefore I have come up with the hate list. It is easier than yelling and screaming, which I really need to do, since I am too passive/submissive and let people walk the fuck all over me.
This is a mean and bitter post and I am sorry!! FYI!
So here it goes.
-My job and I cannot believe I am still working here, 3 years later.
-Slow drivers who drive in the left lane and make me pass them
-DRIVING EVERYWHERE ALL THE FUCKING TIME!!!!!!
-Credit cards and the fact that American Express was charging me up the ass with some sort of finance charges and I couldn't do shit about it because I didn't have enough money to pay it off! BUT NOW ITS GONE, THANK GOD!
-People who assume shit is going to happen between us when all I was really being was a friend and SOME people that isn't good enough for and then get disappointed when nothing happens and then blame it on me because I "Led them on" FUCK THAT... don't assume shit.
- Complicated Shit!!!
-People who pretend like they are going to adopt a dog and they want to play with it and hug it and love it and then they just leave. And never come back. FUCK YOU.
-People who abandon animals. You selfish heartless mother fuckers.
-People who hate on me for living my life and doing what I want to do. I am a grown up, I know the consequences, I am not perfect, I will learn. Let me learn. I can/have/will survive. I WILL SURVIVE. I am strong.
-T for being such a douche bag to my girl C for no reason this weekend, although he and all his friends believe that he has a reason to hate her, when he is really just blaming the fact that we broke up on her since he can't take the responsibly to believe that it was his fault since he pushed me so far away that I was left with NOTHING to hold onto. AND then C's boyfriend for being a bitch and standing there and letting T disrespect his girlfriend in front of him and not saying shit! GROW SOME BALLS
-Hates having to question people and their reasons
-Awkward uncomfortable silences
-The fact that I can't wear sandals anymore because it's too freakin cold
-The fact that since I cant wear sandals anymore and I can't find my actual shoes AND i can't GET to my scarves because everything is piled onto of everything and its a mess!! HENCE why i need to move and get a bigger closet!
-People who think they can walk all over me just because I am too nice to tell them how it really is. I don't know how much longer I can be nice and that scares me because eventually I will just not give a fuck and I will get mean and I hate to be mean
-Grad school for being so damn expensive
-People who HATE on Pitbulls!!!!!!!!!! I mean,,,,, really? They are the biggest mush's ever and just because they are called pitbulls and have a bad rap, people are afraid. Hello, a freakin POODLE is scarier than a pitbull!!!!!!!!!!
-The fact that I gave up a one of my best friends for T and I am NOT EVEN WITH HIM ANYMORE and I kind of am missing her now again.
-That if I had to call someone to be there on the spot like in a emergency, I don't know who would be there RIGHT away... I have no idea. It used to be T for me,, ya know? That person who would always be there regardless? Yeah, I don't know who that would be and that really sucks. Reaaallly sucks.
-Hearing about S and his "crazy ex girlfriend" ALL THE FUCKING TIME. GET OVER HER S.... SHES A MANIPULATING, CRAZY PSYCHO WHORE!!!!!!
Do you hate anything today?
PS,,,,my giveaway is still going on!! http://novelistabarista.blogspot.com/2009/10/more-giveaways.html