In the past 6 months, my life has gone to from being completely miserable with my ex, living with him, at my dead end job, crying every day, having anxiety attacks... to..... moving into a huge apartment with my girl Cherrie, breaking up with my ex and being single, and finally getting a new exciting job that has potential to grow!
I mean... holy shit.
I never thought this would happen. From the beginning of 2009, I NEVER saw this being my life at the end of 2009.
I can't believe this is finally happening... its quite sad that my old life is ending and my new life is finally beginning. With all of this, I think I need to change my 2010 goals because now that I will be getting paid a bit more money, I can actually accomplish some other things that I want to do! AH!
I am happy, sad, nervous and anxious about my new job.
Happy because this is a great new challenge in my life and I can't wait to take it on!
Sad because I have been here for 4 years and I am not used to anything else and ill miss the friends that are left here. It has been good times, despite the horribleness.
Nervous because I am afraid that I will suck and not be what they think I will be. And that I don't remember how to work hard.
Anxious because I want it to happen already. I want to get over the first couple of weeks of learning and being new and have everything settled in! I hate being the new person, it sucks lol
Did you feel this way when you started a new job?
PS.. the winner (chosen by random.org) of the New Year's giveaway is ..... Absent Minded!
Lady email me your info & congrats :) and tell me what you want written on the tears :)