"You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before, she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She's not perfect- you aren't either, and the two of you may never be perfect together, but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break- her heart. So don't hurt her, don't change her, don't analyze and don't expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she's not there"
This here is such a fucking awesome quote, that it doesn't only apply to T, it applies to every single guy out there that will someday date me. That Bob Marley, what a genius ;) I have always been so inspired by his music, and then when I saw this quote, I can relate to it very well..
So I was asked yesterday to go to a party this weekend by R, who is T's best friend, and he told me that T would be there. Although it is his birthday, I declined, because I really don't have anything to say to T, I don't know if I would even be able to handle seeing him, let alone being in the same place as him, LET ALONE being completely ignored and honestly, I cannot handle it right now. No way in hell. I would be right back to square 1 if I saw him and it took a lot of work and I am making some progress now to get where I am and not thinking about him everyday. So NO! I will NOT be going to this party, nor anywhere that T is for at LEAST a year.
That is my T story of the day. I am hoping there will be less and less.
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